I Wish I Wasn't Scared of Everything

if i wasn't, i woudl actually take this going to grad school in Europe idea seriously.
but I'm terrified and elated at the same time about the same thing.
theres a word for that. Ambivalent.

maybe a gradual introduction to over seas is what I need.
but no tuition sounds awesome.
but a foreign land where I know no one.....

FUCK



FUCK what is going oooonnnnnnnn